Posted 2 years, 8 months ago at 11:26 pm. 1 comment
I haven’t really been keeping this ol’ place updated, so I’ll run through everything quickly in dot (well, hyphen) form.
- I’ve been spending a lot of time at Mum’s because I’ve been going to the doctors/hospital/being prodded with needles a lot. This leads directly on to my second hyphen.
- I have to get chopped up. I found an unusual breast lump about a month ago, followed it up, and what do you know? It has to be taken out. If they don’t get it all, or the cells around it seem effected (affected? I don’t do english anymore, people.) I need to do chemo or radiotherapy or something of the sort. I won’t die, so life is good.
- Some of you will be pleased to hear that I’ve -finally- given myself a deadline. If I’m still a fuckup by then, you all have permission to beat me up. Either that or sever all ties with me. Whatever works for the individual.
- I’m probably going back to uni in 2007. I’m thinking music, but I’m not entirely sure. I have a couple of other things in mind, but we’ll see.
- I’ve been behaving. For serious. Crazy, I know. I’m going to stick with it for now and see how it goes though. Feels kinda good 
Enough out of me.
Posted 2 years, 8 months ago at 12:14 am. 0 comments
Here’s a song called lifelike. It’s good. For serious.
You relate through the bloodline
When you can never take anything that I give
Always wanting to relate through me
I go watch you slowly slip away
You’re wanting to put your trust in
When I can feel this remedy kickin on
Just to taste it, just to want it
And I can say it’s not my fault
Say it’s alright
When I’m coming down
Not again it’s so lifelike
Come make it alright
When I’m coming down
Not again I’m fragile
Would you choose me or just abuse me?
When I can never take anything that you give
Always wanting to relate through me
I go watch you slowly slip away
You’re wanting to put your trust in
When I can feel this remedy kickin on
Just to taste it, just to want it
And I can say it’s not my fault
Say it’s alright
When I’m coming down
Not again it’s so lifelike
Come make it alright
When I’m coming down
Not again I’m fragile
You see I’ll be the one in your darkest time..
(It’s not my fault!)
Should I begin to erase myself?
I’m caught in this picture of you
Should I begin to assess myself?
Tell me it’s over..
It comes from above with these feelings
It takes you away and it buries your soul again
You’re now blessed by ignorance
Cause you want to
So run with me if you must follow
I’ll take you away to this place where we can be free
A place I call ecstasy
Now you lie alone
Your chance to stop and stare
God, I kiss your bones..
And say it’s not my fault
Say it’s alright
When I’m coming down
Not again it’s so lifelike
Come make it alright
When I’m coming down
Not again I’m fragile
Well you say it’s alright
When I’m coming down
Not again it’s so lifelike
Come make it alright
When I’m coming down
Not again I’m fragile