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Posted 1 year, 11 months ago at 8:07 am. 5 comments

I woke up this morning with a giant goofy grin on my face. Why the goofy grin? I think I have some idea. With a ridiculous amount of sleep comes an amazing amount of clarity. I mean, I’m still upset. Quite upset, actually, but.. I don’t know. I’m happy. I don’t know where that’s coming from but it’s pretty leet.
Although I’ve assigned myself another couple of days or so of crying (and I’m quite okay with that), I had a pretty interesting thought. I was at the gym yesterday morning working my arse off (another one of my resolutions which I will elaborate on later) and this really cute song came on, it made me smile. Funnily enough it was actually called “Smile” and it’s by Lily Allen. Definitely not my typical genre of music, but the lyrics left me with a grin. Look it up, if you can be bothered clicking on the link. It’s.. amusing, to say the least.

While getting ready this morning I stumbled into the bathroom and shed my bathrobe. I looked up, and my half naked reflection was grinning and putting on her earrings. She also looked smaller than usual, so I wandered off to the boy’s bathroom to weigh myself. 70kg. WHAT THE HELL. 70KG?? That means I’ve lost 13kg in total, which pleases me tremendously.

I can tell today isn’t going to be great. It’d be almost amusing to watch, if it wasn’t myself. I mean, one minute she’s smiling, one minute she’s crying, one minute she’s tearing up a piece of paper into lots of tiny pieces. It’s boring, we’re done with it already. Thank god for my awesome, awesome friends. And my awesome awesome mum. And all the awesome awesome cute boys that seem to be appearing from everywhere to give me a shoulder to cry on.
I’m liking this very much already.

I could probably manage the friends thing, too.

[Edited: I post too much while cranky. May have to edit back in later.]

I’ll probably end up deleting that stuff later, so if you wish to laugh at… it, feel free to do it now. I’m off to work, have an awesome day kids.