Stupid thing.
Posted 1 year, 6 months ago at 6:03 am. 0 comments
WARNING/ AVVERTIMENTO/ Предупреждение/ WARNUNG/ AVERTISSEMENT/ ADVERTENCIA/ WAARSCHUWING/ê²½ê³
This is a hormone fueled, Gilmore Girls series finale inspired post-rant. It’ll be cryptic, emotionally charged, and not make much sense. If this doesn’t seem like the kind of post you want to read TURN BACK NOW OH GOD TAKE COVER COVER YOUR EYES FOR THE LOVE OF GOD SAVE YOURSELF DONT LOOK BACK.
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Now that’s out of the way and I’ve warned you all in a suitable number of languages (Yes, number. Not amount - but I’ll save that rant for another time) jesus CHRIST is there something wrong with me?
Firstly, I should’ve known better than to watch the series finale of a show I fell for so hard when I’m all hormonal. It didn’t end well in the days of my Greys Anatomy compulsion and it isn’t ending so well now. I bawled my eyes out, bawled ‘em out like a baby. No more Lorelai? No more Rory? It’s just too much.
That’s not the real problem though, no sir. That’s not the root of the issue. This is beyond fixing with goat. Goat is not providing assistance, no matter how cute and comical the subject of goat is. I know, I was shocked too.
I just feel like an idiot. I’d always told myself that I wouldn’t do this, and now I think I have. Not completely, obviously, because I still have the good sense to not be an idiot, but like.. I CAME CLOSE. SERIOUSLY. HOW STUPID AM I? Jesus christ. My thoughts were invaded. Happily! I happily let my mind wander in that general direction and I enjoyed it. Thankfully, I snapped out of it, and now I’m half upset that I’ve let myself get in this state, and half incredibly happy that I snapped out of it before doing something stupid. Well, stupider. Bigtime sigh. And now? Now I’m left sitting here with this.. thing. This stupid thing. I don’t know what to do with this stupid thing! While really, really humiliating, the stupid thing was actually kinda fun. Not even kinda. Just the normal kind of fun. Minus the kind of part. Just the fun part. I think I’ll need to scout around for more stupid things.
In conclusion, I am never watching anything remotely emotional while I’m all hormonal ever again. At least, not until next time. Seriously, it’s a painful emotional rollercoaster. Mostly crying though - I cry because oh god I’m just so happy and then oh god it’s just so sad and then oh god I’ve run out of cereal. This is terrible! I haven’t had one of these for a while. It’s okay though. Whatever. I’m tired. Tired and seriously considering implanon in order to avoid these mopey whatevers.
SO THERE. THATS ALL YOU GET. Get outta here, y’schmucks. I love you all. <3
Also PS. I miss Tom and Joel and wish to hang out with them at some stage soon. At their earliest conveniece, even. I know they don’t read the blog, but this is kind of a reminder to myself.
Edit ++: Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid.