Posted 11 months ago at 11:42 pm. 1 comment
My bed feels so empty
I never thought I’d get used to sleeping beside someone, but I have, and now I can’t sleep properly. (well, in the same bed as. I’m still getting used to ‘beside’, and I’m a few hundred metres away from ’snuggling with’.) I’m sure once I get to sleep I’ll be fine, it’s just those few minutes before sleeping with the murmuring sweet nothings and nuzzling down that I’m missing. You know, cold nose against shoulder, soft lips running exploratory kisses down the collarbone, arms draped loosely around torsos - careful, practised fingers and thumbs rubbing delicate patterns over warm, familiar skin.. it’s practically a pre-sleep ritual. And if it isn’t, it should be! (Note to self: Institute pre-sleep ritual as above..)
That said, I’m in a generally shitty mood actually. Put it down to tiredness perhaps - because my day was great. I did more work than usual whilst at work, which was fine, and I had a great evening hanging out with Ashley (who so graciously came and picked me up from work today, how awesome is he?) because of his horrible New Zealand blunder - but I’m just in a shitty mood
I’ll update with something more substantial tomorrow, promise. I’ve been working on a post for a couple of days that I can’t quite perfect, even though it’s great news. AND I have to fill you all in about how well camping is progressing. Oooer, also, Nathan booked a boat for this weekend
Yay! Fishing!
Posted 11 months ago at 11:51 pm. 1 comment
This one will only be tiny, sorry!
I had pretty much one of the best weekends ever. I hung out with the cute boy for the entire time (we went to Tom’s party, had a picnic, hung out with Ashley, went shopping for guitar stuff and made out a whooole lot) and even though I’m completely stuffed at the moment, I can’t wait to do it again. We might be going fishing next weekend

(I totally have pretty much the hottest boyfriend ever, just fyi for you slackers :P)
In other news, our threadless shirts arrived. Expect posey photos soon.
Posted 1 year, 1 month ago at 3:46 pm. 2 comments
I’m really happy right now.
My second week at work couldn’t have gone better, the diet and exercise is back on track and going swimmingly, I caught up with all my awesome Telstra friends on Thursday, and I have like the best boyfriend ever.
Thursday night was fantastic - we headed out to Harem in Paddington for dinner. Despite my reservations in regards to particular potential attendees (Oooh, cryptic!), the entire group seemed to have a wonderful time. The food was delicious, my new dress was cute, the belly dancer was hot, and I finally got to hang out with my Ashley. I still miss him lots though :( Lucily, he and the boy seem to have taken a liking to each other - Nathan taught him rock-lock :P I don’t really know what I would’ve done if they hadn’t, to be honest. Well, I do, but.. I’m thankful that they get along, or whatever.
I spent pretty much the rest of the week hanging out with the boy, and it was totally awesome. Awesome-o awesome.
I have a list of things I must accomplish this week though;
- Gym at least four times.
- Finish washing alllll the clothes on the floordrobe.
- Drinking with Justin
- Post work drinks with Ashley <3
- Enquire about uni stuff.
- Sort out PT stuff.
Posted 1 year, 5 months ago at 3:55 pm. 1 comment
I have photos!

Train fake smile! Scott’s is slightly less fake. Also less smile-like.

Tate and Kyrin. They’re so cute.

Flora, Lemming and Nav.

Scott being cheerful, and not at all like a leprechaun.

Flora and I, doing our best myspace poses. Damn shoulder freckles

Ashley and Scott looking hopelessly adorable.

Flora looking very cute, like always.

Lauren and Sam!

Me and Flora. More fake smiles!

Scott and I looking somewhat drunk on the way home.

Scott and I looking somewhat drunk and making faces on the way home.
Enjoy, kids. Much love.
Posted 1 year, 6 months ago at 11:40 am. 4 comments
I’ve had a fairly interesting week.
Well, it started out great. Sunday was awesome. It was the first day off I’ve had in quite some time and I put it to good use - I gymmed, I vaccuumed, I cleaned, and I had dinner and a sleepover with a ridiculously cute boy.
Even work has been marginally better than usual - I’ve been doing level 2 stuff that requires far less interaction with custoemrs. Compared to normal? It’s the good life, baby.
Some shitty things have been afoot, though. Poppa died on Friday, adn I”ve been dealing with it one of the only two ways I know how. I had a choice between taking it clinically and detached-like, or making inappropriate jokes until everyone feels uncomfortable. Considering the nature of the situation, I went with the cold and detatched thing. I talked to sister on the internets last night, the funeral was yesterday and she was a woman of few words. After living over there with him for quite some time, they were close. She was hit really hard. Possibly even moreso than his children. I mean, I’ll miss him. I’ll miss him a whole lot. He used to call me Black Biscuits, because those chocoalte biscuits with the cream in the middle were always my favourite - but i don’t think Jennifer is going to take this well at all.
My fantastic friends were being great and trying to cheer me up, however, durnig the day I got an email from Steve requesting that we have a “meeting” when I got home. Like always, I rolled my eyes at his uptight formality and went out for dinner with Joe. It was delicious, but he has to learn to let me pay for things. Silly Joe.
In any case, I got home in fairly decent spirits- only to have Douchey Mc Cunt Wagon (or as Scott likes to refer to him, “Cunt Britches”) tell me that I’ev gotta be out of the hosue by the 1st of april. I accept the news without shedding a single tear in front of him and andrew. I was proud, considering I usually start blubbering like a baby whale at the first sign of confrontation. He seemed so nervous, too. He could barely maintain eye contact. Andrew sat there wordlessly through the ‘meeting’, only bothering to say anything to me after he’d slunk off to his bedroom. Hooray for Captain Courage. Super awesome friends for life fo’ sho’. He’s off the christmas card list. And the MSN list. And.. whatever other lists I have.
I’ll be honest, i was crushed. Foooor.. well.. all of maybe, an hour. I was crying quietly on the phone to some of my friends - one of which happens to be in real esate- when she informed me that people aren’t legally allowed to sub-let an entire house. They can let rooms, but if they aren’t living in the premises, it’s illegal. How very interesting. She also informed me that if the real estate agency were to find out that one of their tenants were to do anything like that, they can revoke their lease and give them bad rental history. Even more interesting! Don’t you think that’s interesting? I think it’s interesting. Very interesting
It was after this that I called Scott, told him that the house huntw as back on. Not only that, but Cameron is semi-interested in finding a place too.
This is turning out wonderfully. Wonderfully to the point where I’m genuinely cheerful about the now non-event. And I get to see the boy on maybe Thursday, which is kinda cool. Also, I miss the following people : Ashley, Tom, Joel, Mum and Boobalah. I’ve been gymming regularly too, and the results are noticable, you know, fitness wise. The weight has only kind of improved, but the fitness stuff has increase dramatically. Woo! Life is good.